the beloved one

it is just me

2010-05-06T17:42:00.001+08:00

gosh goodness!!why do i expect so much of myself?i keep having this voice within me saying that, oh ruth, you are far from God, what happen to you, how come you like not trusting God?how come you are in this state now? oh man!!you stupid devil trying to make me think that I am arent anywhere.oh please!daddy God is always with me and He is in me.i m sure i can do this well with daddy God right behind me as my support.watch me!His wisdom surpasses all things!
daddy God, just give me an idea, for my project Lord!!!drop it down upon me!Amen!!!cant wait, i know it will be success but it is like a blocking stone, but i know this blocking stone is meant for me to step up to be a stepping stone!!praise the Lord!i cant wait to conquer this man!a war to fight a war to win!love it:)

hey mom

2010-05-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

waking up every single morning, trying to open my sleepy lovely eyes whose eyelids love to kiss one another, my mummy never fails to wake me up.
5am, the time she woke up due to her husband alarm clock, toss and turn and it is already 6.30am, her precious son woke up to prepare for school.ever after 6.30 arrive, her eyes never fail to open and close to check out what her son is doing and is he all ready to go to school.soon, 7am came.her daughter loud alarm rings endlessly as she just lies down on her bed like a log.there she came with her unkempt hair, walking sleepily into her daughter room, sometimes giving her a surprise kiss to wake her up.how wonder my mum is!! :)
these few days really bought me back to my pri sch days.where everything i need to bring to sch are all prepared already. past few days, i was searching high and low for my pink waterbottle to fill and bring to school, finding it shocking that my water bottle has gone missing.was thinking deep down in my heart whether my dad has took my water bottle by accident.but i was not convinced to give up, as so i continue to go on a treasure hunt - my water bottle. which took me a few minutes to find it on the dining table, filled with water!OH MUM!!!how sweet are you!!thank you for your love for me, so unselfish so lovely.how could i ever repay you mum, all you want is for me to rest more, sleep early and be a successful woman in life and a lovely sweet little daughter always by your side..thank you mum!!i believe i can do this as daddy GOD is with me and through Him, I could do all things!! WATCH ME GROW MUM!!WATCH AND SEE!!!
I LOVE YOU MUM!! <3

watch your pretty little favourite daughter become a beautiful glorious eagle soaring in the sky!

hey friend

2010-02-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

hey good friend.you are really one good friend who is totally close to my heart.i think i never have such awesome friend before in my life.thank GOD for you.thank you so much.thanks for taking in all my nonsense and entertain my rubbish.been tough for you right?i think so too.i think i am one who should lead a life alone and not pull anyone down with me.right friend??i think i made u suffer too much and i think you should stay far from me and find a better friend ok?i bet you will.you are totally nice and daddy GOD give bless you with a better nicer awesome friend.thank you for everything and i think we should stay further from one another.
just wanna tell u in my heart you are my number one friend :)

Inferior

2010-02-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i blog.super lazy to blog.really wish no one will read my blog.maybe it is time for me to change to sometime i write just for myself to read that all.

ok.i really wanna share with my cg what i caught at service today seriously.which has been speaking to me the past one week.it is to GUARD MY HEART!!

have been reading dating delilah and this spokes to me and the service spoke to me too.halfway through the week, the Holy Spirit prompted me that i hasn't been hearing sermons for the past few days which i normally do.but i didnt go and on sermon to hear.i continue to just go on with my busy life.had alot of thoughts that ran through my life.mostly is about my future.i used to be so confident about it knowing that it is in daddy GOD's hand and all things will be good.but now i am having second thoughts.my heart was pretty troubled, worried more about two things in life.was pretty emo and heartbroken two days before.was trying to find someone to talk to but i found no one.i felt so heavy hearted.looking and digging for one person to pour out my sorrows.and i give up and turn to the LORD.and it was good.i told myself not to think about it.seriously.

today after feeling so awesome after service.one thing smack right into my face.i have some small outer appearance of me that i feel super inferior about and always wished that nobody sees it or notice it but today.hahahaha.spot on by this guy.gosh!and he message another friend and another guy know about it.gosh!!i am a girl and my fault is known by guys.i know they treated me like a brother but i really wish to be treated like a girl at times.i tried but i think, no use man.i wish i could cut my hair off and make it short and be a guy man.totally.what is good to be a girl?being make fun of and pretend oh it is alright and dun think about it.i seriously think that i need to bang wall ten times and wish that banging the wall will change people thinking and perception about me.i was so sad but thanks love for you to hear my sorrows.i cried on my way home.never walk so heavy hearted home in my life.went to the playground and stared blankly into space.tears flow down endlessly.the worse day of my life.forget it.what is the point of suffering it myself and people dun even know and dun even care.what should i even care about you?guys are just insensitive.to them what is funny they will just share it with their friends.i thought good friends will protect one another and dun let people know their flaws.maybe i am too sensitive.i m having second thought, i think from now on, going to church is equals to wearing long sleeve shirt and long pants, wrap my whole body out.so it is time for me to buy more clothes.praise the LORD man.thanks.i should not be bother about it.feeling so down.it sucks.but this is reality.face it ruth.just stay strong in Christ.all things will be good.i want to go out now!!can someone bring me out for supper for ice cream??i want to eat ice cream, make myself happy :)

friendship

2010-01-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

oh gosh!u know what i just realised?!?!i cant believe it.seriously.our close friendship can be easily test by just one girl, just ONE GIRL that u like.gosh!!can u believe it??how can this happen.feel so loser.aiya.dun care la.it is the girl u like, not the guy i like. MY GUY WILL BE JAP-KOREAN!!!i proclaim and claim it in JESUS name!!AMEN man! :) cant wait, but RUTH DUN WANT TO HIT 20 YEARS OLD!!!! no way no!!!GOSH!!

and thank you brother, Avier, Ah Xin and Yang for always being there for me and hearing my cries and trouble.and Praise the LORD for all of you.wonder how terrible life will be without u :(

and CALEB LIM!!! U HAVE GROWN!! GROWN SO MUCH!! SO MATURE!! REALLY IS GOD WHO IS DOING THAT!! I TELL U! GIRLS WILL FLY TO U LIKE BEES FLYING TO HONEY!!

when i told my lovely handsome brother about what happen and my problem, he apply straight to what we received from service: ' GUARD YOUR HEART, LET IT NOT BE TROUBLED' gosh!!daddy GOD is so faithful :)

WAKE UP CALL!

2010-01-13T01:33:00.001+08:00

RUTH! WAKE UP!!

you cannot fall into it, once you fall, you couldn't get up and I am saying that seriously, you cannot get up yourself. Rejection sucks! so better not get into it.

I like the life I am leading now, but there is always something that makes me things life would be better where Daddy GOD thinks the other way round.

OH PLEASE GOD!! let me fall in love with you like mad, please let me do that.I WANT TO LOVE YOU DEEPLY!!! and let it all be You who do it and You who saves me out of the depth that I have fallen into.

I Give Up Myself Just For You Oh LORD!!

Use Me!!

thank you ah xin!!

2009-12-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

thank you ah xin!!i really thank you for being there for me man!!

really need people to hear my heart man.really thank you for counselling and hearing me out.and your advice is really good!!praise GOD for that.daddy GOD really put you there for reason man.

unmerited favour

2009-12-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOSH!!

RUTH GOT HER UNMERITED FAVOUR BOOK!!!

AWESOME! :) RUTH LOVE IT.HARDCOVER AND HEAVY MAN.

wahahhahaa.

PASTOR PRINCE ROCK!!

thanksgiving

2009-12-13T00:02:00.001+08:00

i am really grateful for :

1. MY FAMILY

2. GOOD FRIENDS IN PRI SCH, SEC SEC, POLY, WORK AND CHURCH

3. ITE CG

4. GREW PRETTIER:)

5. GREW TO KNOW DADDY GOD MORE

6. WONDERFUL TEACHER WHO REALLY GUIDED ME

7. BROTHER AND MOTHER TO COME NCC

8. FULFUILL MY CALLING

9. AND MORE...

befrienders

2009-12-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

YES AR!!

RUTH GOT IN BEFRIENDERS!!

but i step down fro Chinese ministry choir.

now have to focus on my season, my calling: to be a BEFRIENDER!!! :)

love it.awesome man :)

oh yea ya.and i m under Zi Xin team but he is going over to genrev, so now i m under pretty Dawn.love it.gonna enjoy myself :)

my guy

2009-12-12T11:40:00.002+08:00

goodness!i just realise something.korean guys are awesome!!my bet.

whaha.and ever since i like korean, g dragon just rock my life.

u should go and see how g dragon looks like and how talented he is then u will know.

wahahhaa.

angerlina and i likes the same type of guys.those quiet quiet kind one and when they joke, is really funny until u wana bang wall those kind and he joke is not joke just to attract attention but is natural one.wwahahahaha.

i just dun know why but i really hope daddy GOD will give me someone who looks like boy boy and his characters is those quiet quiet but sharing and funny one.do have someone in mind but trust GOD.not going to do anything for i know it will hurt myself more.so now i should just concentrate on my studies and put all these things behind me and throw it to daddy GOD!!

i m somehow looking forward to all of us grow up.i wish to see my good friends getting married.so cool la!!

BOAZ

2009-12-12T11:00:00.001+08:00

wow!!i forgot about this.

ytd was Boaz virgin trip out with me.bought him to the library, met my poly friends then my ite cg mates.wow shiok.he is so pretty man.everyone was like wow wow wow!!

praise the LORD for Boaz!!loving him more and more :)

shall bring Boaz out more often :)

RED PEN

2009-12-12T01:08:00.001+08:00

MY CHALLENGES AND PROBLEMS ARE WRITTEN IN RED CAUSE IT IS COVERED BY JESUS' BLOOD!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!

THANK YOU!!!

2009-12-11T09:58:00.005+08:00

PRAYING IN ENGLISH IS LIKE CLIMBING UP THE STAIRS, BUT PRAYING IN THE SPIRIT IS LIKE GOING UP THE ESCALATOR.

YOU REST BUT YOU ARE MAKING PROGRESS!!

new watch

2009-12-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

YES YES YES!!

RUTH GOT A NEW WATCH!!

super duper happy.have been eyeing it since i went HuiLong shop.love it man.

with pay comes along shopping :)

2009-12-10T09:12:00.002+08:00

RUTH WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND AND WALK RIGHT BESIDE YOU, NEVER LET YOU GO!

my new lappy

2009-12-10T09:11:00.001+08:00

RUTH FINALLY GOT HER NEW LAPPY!!!

shall give my lappy a name: BOAZ!!!

wahahahaa.my husband!

AH XIN!!

2009-12-10T09:09:00.002+08:00

AH XIN!!!dun go off too fast leh!!!

i was super happy to join befrienders when u are still in it.

my dream came true, it is to join befrienders before u left and somehow i did!!got interviewed by you!it was pretty fun.i love it.enjoyed those moments with u my good friend!!

no matter what, u must come back and find us ok???

will miss u like mad!!thank GOD for msn to keep in touch with u, if not i wil bang wall.wahahah

updates

2009-12-03T11:23:00.002+08:00

WOW WOW WOW!!

it has been a long time since i updated this blog man.

life has been pretty good, just that there are really moments where i really run back to GOD.seriously.

what Pastor Lian preached yesterday just hit me. Kids always thought that they could do everything.and i think i still have that thinking too.wondergirl, can do everything and anything that i want, until i was being stretch to my limit and that when i really cry out to Abba Father for help.nevertheless, i really thank my lovely close sweet friends around me for staying there with me, supporting me and hear my bitching and worries and all the nonsense i need to say out.really thankful for those wonderful friends.

and RUTHLIM!! you seriously need some catch up with ur friends man.now ur pri sch and sec sch close friends all ended their As, now holiday ar u all shiok ar, so must go out.i dun care.better go out.although u guys keep saying i am the busy one, this time i am really the busy one.but still i dun care, i wil make time out with u all.

AH TAY!!dun go in army so fast can?miss u leh.so much to talk to you to catch up with u and now u are going in army.i dun care.u better meet up with me once before u go army if not i am so not going to talk to you anymore (just kidding).

YANGWEILEE!!why disappear on ur birthday?i wanna pass u something u know.but gf more important la.if not ur gf kill me, i die.but still holiday coming, u better meet up with me soon yea.

ELIZ!!went to nie le.will miss u la.must hang out more ok?really treasure the friendship that we had.you rock my life.

ETHEL babe.i wanna meet up with u.u busy woman.so long didnt see u and have a long htht with you ever since arrow camp.must meet up soon alright?wahahaha :) steal u away from sch work.

CLAUDINE!!!catching up with u is the best thing ever and i cant wait for ur sip to end so that we can hang out and go crazy together man.love it.

DRUS darling, really miss being in the same class as you.you are like my stressful, stress relieve love man.seriously, with u around, i just enjoy life and dun feel that stress.but i am thankful for having u as my friend, always blessing me, and it is time for me to bless u back yea :)

ZS, great friend u are.but must spend more time with me and drus and bring ur darling along too.love her lots man.she is the most awesome girl i ever met.my bet:)

C.R.Y.!!! finally Claudia is back from sip, so it is time to let our hair down and lets go party man.miss Claudia la.so so much.and the Yvonne woman, she ar.blurr like a queen but still love her for who is she.you two are close and precious to my heart.a great friendship that i dun want to let go of.

ITE CG!!u never know how much u guys have blessed me.u guys seen my ups and my downs, making me happy and laugh like crazy when i was feeling so deep down inside. hanging out with u guys, i can just be who i am, i need now put up a front to cover myself.that is really awesome.and thank GOD for kingdom friend like you, being with u guys is a blessing to my.cant wait to see u all grow!!

off i go to sch.two more days and that is holiday, but what is holiday?it seems like a school day still.... :)

east coast outing with ITE CG!! <3

2009-10-17T21:40:00.006+08:00

report :

weather : SUNNY!!! (super)

where?: East Coast Park

what?: Cycling, Pool, BONDING!!!

who?: ITE CG LOVE <3

when?: TODAY ladey, 17OCT2009

seriously,the weather is so sunny today la.i got burn man.now my hands and tighs are super duper red.like some prawn kena cook like that sia.wahahha.at first in the morning, Erick message me that the weather forecast said that the weather will not be that good, and seriously, it is super sunny la.i have not been under this kind of sun for super duper long already man.goodness!!

then i cycled to ecp and halfway at dunman high sch there, my arms just suddenly numb and i feel so breathless, it is like that time at rugby match when my same left arm hurts till i nearly cried, so i sad down on the walk way, took out my accessories, maybe it is causing the blood not to flow and started to rest.and when i took out my water to drink, my hands start to shake sia,seriously, it is super scary.i hate this kind of thing.and Ian miss called me and so i gave him a call.i didnt imagine my voice sounded so horrible.hate that feeling.REJECT THAT IN JESUS NAME!!

then i met my cg and we start our cycling journey.super fun can!!love it.banging one another, stop at pit stop to take a drink or grab a bite, and even had awesome lunch at the hawker and drinking sugar cane together.so fun can!!hehehehe.then we went and set off, got stops here and there and waiting for one another.but nevertheless, ILOVETHECYCLINGTOGETHER! and then we all got burn like some red crab.wahahahha.and Christina become so emo cause Eric cycled in front without her until she cycled like a drunkard.whahaha.and Eric music are awesome man.the speaker are so good la.wahhaha.super fun la:)

then we head to pool.super fun man.they do crazy stupid stuff.and mahn took stupid ugly photo of me.cannot make it la.wanna bang wall.wahhaah.love to hang out with them.and i went to mac to buy food, it got on my nerve man seriously.wanna bang wall.and i just realised that i left my happy meal toy behind.angry!!sad :(

then we went for dinner together.and Ian daddy is so nice.fetch me home.HEROCKSLA!!love him deep deep man.and i am super happy for Ian to have such a father who is there for him and is proud of Ian too.Ian, treasure your daddy yea.i like him:)

and ITE cg, we shall have more outing soon.love it :)

crazy sweet moments

2009-10-13T13:59:00.007+08:00

spending time with u guys never fail to cheer me up and making me look forward to meet up with u man.i really love to spend time with u all.
we shall go out again and do crazy mad stuff.

first time being at Marche is really an experience. seeing cows, bells and babyy falling down is so scary.whahaha.anyway, we went shopping at daiso is super duper fun.it is like making me becoming like aunty like that.but seriously, diaso is my heaven man.seriously.love it la.

then we head down to take photos with one another.really fun la.going crazy and taking crazy photos.and like awesome.ruth cant wait to take more photos with u all again.love the time we sepnd althought it is only a few hours.

ARROW POLY COMM MEET UP :)

2009-10-13T13:42:00.004+08:00

we finally have a meetup.after half a year later.
oh my gosh!!i was so scare to organise it cause it is like i scare everyone not free.but praise GOD, the outing was like everyone was like.super awesome la.so ahppy.
when i message out a message in regard to our meetup, coach Lewis called me and i was like, oh no.what did i do wrong.then he told me that we are super cute, after so long then we meet up.keep saying we are super cute.wahahhaa.it is like, everyone is waiting for this event but no one is organising it.and coach Lewis even called coach Gary to ask if there is another chalet coming up cause of the way i message.so funny la.cant stop laughing.wahahahah.
and i was really happy to meet them up.they are really awesome.we just keep laughing at the jokes made la seriously.cant stop laughing.then WeiXuan really love to take photo, she is like the photo queen can..wahahah.and coach Lewis treated us to $80 of Ben and Jerry's ice cream, he paid like $50 for us.so sweet la.so touch.daddy GOD will bless coach Lewis so much more.wahhaha.you guys rock la.love to hang out with u all ;)

NEW FUEL!!!

2009-10-11T01:17:00.006+08:00

when CRY meets

2009-10-06T01:16:00.006+08:00

ilove it!!

finally meet up with CRY!!just so awesome la.

we had fun catching up at Long John Silver and then we set off to shop at Daiso.seriously.we were like some aunty but i really had fun.thank you two lovely sweetie!!love u guys so much.cant wait to go out again man!!CRY ROCK LA!!photos coming up;)

working for riot

2009-10-06T01:05:00.006+08:00

today is my first day working for riot.pretty tiring though.ok la.not that bad.

was late to meet Isaac.i am so sorry B1.i dun mean too.i tried to reach early.and because of him.i ran to find him ok.cause he is shy to meet Yvonne.wahhaha.then we travel to riot.after which, we were brief and set off to our destination.Yvonne was paired up with this pretty cute guy called Roger.i was like making fun out of his name.wahahhaa.like using my hand holding a walkie talkie and say roger roger.wahahaha.anyhow.

then Isaac super gentlemen.i like it.will help m

e to hold stuff one sia.good friend.love him man.and we went for bubble tea to charge ourselves up.and Jose called and ask have we reached and i said we are walking when we are drinking bubble tea and he told us that there will be people takin photos of us.gosh!!

then we had fun for one whole hour.taking whole lot of nonsense and counting how many rounds did we walk and we were like free advertisment to shell and Isaac

was being asked what is the board about and I was being ask where is the mrt and places they wanna go.we are like some freaking gps can!!hate it.

then after our break, we were being spot check and got said.our mood just totally change.hate it la.dun like this kind of thing.then we just do super restlessly.hoping time will fly and rain will come.i even hope rapture would take place.wahhahaa.then we go for lunch, met Simone, Anisha, HuiTing and Gen.super funny.we slept at Mac.too tire.i dun care.tml i m going shopping.wahahaa;)

then it rained.what a good timing.anyway, Praise the Lord for that.then we set off to work again.we were so tire that we become to shut up.and guess what?GOD ARTIST SAID MY RING IS NICE AND I SHOULD MAKE AND SELL IT!!!gosh!!Isaac even encourage me to do that.i m so happy.thank you daddy GOD!!then we do and walk and slack abit and go home.and i injured my leg.hurts la!!now still pain!!ARGH!! anyway, this is super fun!!love it.cant wait for tml:)

AND YVONNE ROCK!!i was whining and complaining to her but she just listen and be there for me.even help me say the guy.THANKS LOVE!!!U ROCK MAN!!!

my first choir serving!!

2009-10-06T00:49:00.003+08:00

seriously.ruth love to serve in chinese ministry.super duper fun.my bet.sunday was my first time serving.it was pretty scary but i love it.just so awesome:)

and i thank GOD for my buddy and Terence mum,they really take care of me very well.all the people in the choir are like my parents age and I am the youngest there.so i was wondering should i call them aunty or just by their name which is pretty rude.called them sisters will be better i think.

i wasnt really prepared to sing, and so i told the Lord to give me His wisdom as so i know what are the lyrics to the song.and he did.Praise the Lord.

my mum was pretty happy that i am singing in choir.wahhaa.she super cute.first time she reach suntec so early and we spend some time taking photos and chatting.love her alot alot.

and to my surprise Terence came to support me.so sweet of him la.TERENCE!!YOU ROCK!!thank you for supporting me!!

and i tell u.those aunty and uncle in the choir thought that Terence was my boyfriend.goodness.cant stop laughing at it.and so paiseh can. i went for break with Terence mum cause i m really close to her.i m not close to the other people yet.and we sat down for lunch and chat alot.until the guy opposite us was like why are u two that close.and then Terence mum explain that i m Terence friend and the guy just anyhow say that what i wanna have a close relationship with mother in law and stuff.then i was shock.cause i dun really know them and they crack this kind of jock.i dun know how to react sia seriously.then later they were like joking joking.scare me man.nearly fainted!!

BUT SERVING CHOIR ROCK!!RUTH LOVE IT:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR !!!

2009-10-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

oktoberfest 09

2009-10-06T00:25:00.004+08:00

this year oktoberfest is pretty fun but the thing is the management super screaw up.dun like it.seriously.they should tell us in advance who to work and who not to work.we have to keep rejecting people.super sad can.but working with this bunch of so called accion people or oktoberfest people cause we worked together last year, fun is a word that will not be eraser from my mind.i never dream that working is so much fun.we really help one another and play hide and seek together.

on the first day, i went to work with Yvonne since we were already out together.then we were under this lady who is super nice and funny.when she saw me coming in to sign in, she rmb me man.i m really favoured in this job.never got chase home and could even slack around.my ic didnt even bother much.but times just flies.we spend most of the time queuing to get our drinks.but working with Yvonne is the best man.love her man.she is my bitchy bestie.ok. :))

then on the second day, i ask Sean to work with me.cause we were out too.super fun too.love it.we work in the same area as ytd.but i always los

t him.and i saw my beer boy.i think he is pretty cute.but then.he look fierce.i saw him ytd but he was at another counter but on the second day, he was filling beer right in front of where

i am standing.keep looking at him la.i like i like.i like guys who spike their hair and have eye stud.super awesome can:) then i surrender to go home.cause my dad is here and the person shock me.cause not really alot of ppl surrender themselves, is they got chase home.so he stared at me and i stared at him.i thought he will ask me hundred and one question and i was scare that i couldnt reach home.but surprisely, he said u first day work ar.then i was like, oh no.is it cannot go home.then he saide go get change.wow.seriously.scare me.cause i wanted to go home so badly.wahahaha.and getting paid on that day is awesome too man :)ruth cant wait to work for the next oktoberfest:)

arrow

2009-10-06T00:16:00.008+08:00

today is the day that Ruth went to Riot for briefint with Yvonne, Simone, HuiTing and Anisha.had lots and lots of fun with them together and we joke about the craziest stuff on earth.super duper funny la.cant stop laughing.

and we went suntec for lunch and then i bought Yvonne to church and she enjoyed it.Praise the Lord.she is super cute la.it is like when the pastor is slaining people, she keep stretching our her neck to see.and turn left and right.just love her man ;)

and ITE ch rocks, we made a poster for pastor Benjamin.super nice la.ruth likes.

ITE CG SIMPLY ROCKS :)

my lovely ITE family <3

2009-10-01T00:22:00.004+08:00

CIP training day is really an awesome day.i really love it alot alot.i was so touched by what Ms Melissa said.i nearly teared for this kids.but i know.they will be good in daddy GOD hands.awesome man.i love it:)

we met up for lunch at bugis cause new environment, but so sorry Eric, i forgot about ur leg incident.should have it at suntec.really sorry about it.my apologies.and then we head down to suntec to have our training and briefing.

at the training, i was sitting with darling Avier and Kelyn.miss them both la.so long didnt see them can.and then we have this dance thing and Ian is the sub comm of program so he is demostrating the dance la.and when Karen intro him, i tell u, ITE cg cheered for him non-stop can.and it is so super loud la.gosh!!ppl finish cheering and i still continue cheering.i dun care.i wanna people to see, ITE is the best family ever.so fun la.the loudest and longest cheer man.and we video Ian dancing.ruth love it.wahahaa.

then we dance and it is really fun.so awesome can :) so cute can.and i tell u.Karen super zai.i like her.she is super good.i clap clap to it.she is awesome la.go Karen.keep it up!!

then Coach came up to talk.cause my cg ar.like to make fun of me.look at them eye to eye, bend down cause they are small kids, not that tall.wahhaha.so they all stared at me.idiots.sad :( then Coach was asking how tall are the 3 year old kids, and my right side people like Eric, Erick, Yong Ming, Ronald, Terence and Yeu Mahn turned and stared at me.i was like, no no.taller taller.cause my cousin pretty tall leh.then i was like what the crap!!then later i heard from behind people shouting RUTH RUTH!!!i was like omg!!who was that!and i ask Ian and he told me is he and Jeremy.gosh!so paiseh la.Coach was like u guys so bad.wahhaha.

and Sean bully me la!!he called me XIAO HAI ZI!!and Terence followed him too.gosh!!and i shall call Sean LATE BOY.cause he is late!!i dun care!!bully.angry ar angry.whahaha.

then we had dinner and head down to bugis. THIS IS THE EXCITING PART!!

we went to Iluma and they went to play arcade.come to think of it.now i know why so many weird things happen.

#1.it is like at the arcade, they were playing games and got alot of tickets but all of them gather their tickets together.and i was like, i thought is separate one.one person one and keep themselves.and i still keep all the tickets somemore sia.whahaha.

#2. Terence this shopping king, first time in my life, when i ask him to shop my choir stuff, he said after playing arcade.somemore said it twice when i ask him twice.i was like ok, never mind.at least he still go arcade with me.pretty shock though.now i know why.

#3. Yong Ming for the first time dun want me to stay to play arcade with them.i was asking him can i go and shop.(cause i m pretty bore staring) and he was like, so happy that i m going.wow!!i was thinking about it.but later when i went to shop.i forgot about it.

and then Ming Erick and Ian came to find us at bugis street.the guys went to shop with me, super bless.so many guys sia.and can help me see nice shirts not.i like Nicholas the best, everything also can.he rock la.wahahha.and then they came to find me at bugis street the $10 lane.and i stared at them cause they are standing in one line behaving weird.then i stared at Erick and i recall he and Terence said that they wanna give me sometime tonight.and i twist my back to see see.and i saw something pink and flurry.and OHMYGOSH!!it is a teddy bear.they place so much games to get the tickets to change it.i met Ian Ming and Terence last week and they collected alot since last week la.gosh!!708points.ruth really super touch.and i carry around like some princess being pampered with some guys.so sweet can.i m really touch.love u guys la.i still take a no of photos with it.love u teddy.shall give u a name, teetee?cause ite cg?cute?

then we went to shop and saw one of the shop owner who is the one who own alot of tickets, 1700+ while playing jackpot.i bet he wanna win the 7000+ bear,super big.but gosh!!maddnes la.

and i went home with Ian.at the bus stop.got couple stared at my bear and then look at me and Ian.i was like, OH GOD!!no!!me and him no way.so paiseh can.and then i went home, i was carrying the bear.i was laughing to myself.giggling.super happy.and the bear super cute.i love it la.gosh!!TEETEE!!wahhhaa.

RUTH LOVE ITC CG!! IT IS A FAMILY!! ITE FAMILY!!

new shirties

2009-09-29T23:43:00.003+08:00

Drus dear bought me alot shirts from TAIWAN!!!.the photos are below.i love it.wahhaha.she bought me a ring too and lots of bracelet.super happy la.wahhahaha.love her.she even bought my brother stuff too.gooodness.wahhaha.she is just my love man.thank GOD for her :)

sing k

2009-09-29T21:27:00.013+08:00

super duper fun.singing k is the best thing.going high and jumping around the whole room.super fun la.we were at marina square kbox, room 19.seriously.we sang until our lungs nearly burst.we order alot of food cause darling Drus is hungry and all is fried la.and imagine the number of songs we sang, sore throat is coming our way.ok, reject that in Jesus name.wahahha.then we sang alot of eng and chi songs until cant even finish.and then ZS went to translate those chinese lyrics to english one.super funny can.i cant stop laughing.he got alot of patterns.somemore he ate chicken wings and sing too.gosh!!cant stop laughing.so awesome.ruth wanna go sing k with them again.love it ;) ok.i dun care.next outing.is so gonna be pinic.wahahha :)

meeting night

2009-09-29T10:26:00.002+08:00

ok.i met this woman earlier to go for dinner together and catch up abit. and when i saw her, i was pointing at her and calling her bitch cause she is wearing the same shirt as me.OH MY GOSH!!so unbelievable.it is like.ppl thought we wore the same shirt out.super funny la.but super cute can.wahahah.then we head down for dinner and catch up catch up a littler.miss her alot la.my bitchy friend.wahahha

then we took a bus down to school for meeting.and when i got up the bus, i saw Katherine and Louis up there and i was like gosh!i didnt see them and then i sat down and saw Yvonne waving and smiling to them.then i was telling her u know what i saw..........then we started to get high and crazy.wahahaha.super funny can.then we reach sch and walk in sch and then we saw Belinda walking super fast.and i was like she is walking fast maybe she dun wanna be late and Yvonne said lets be faster than Belinda, faster than VP.and we started to run after walking fast.and then we saw Darren running super fast past us and then i realised have to pay money if we are late.everyone panting like mad when we reach the meeting room.super funny la.i cant stop laughing when i saw Darren running and Kat and Louis ran like mad too.so funny la.wahahaa.so fun la.love it man.

and Derek were late meeting.he looks weird cause he change his parting for his hair.but not bad la.handsome handsome.he look like a small little boy.cant stop laughing at him.so cute la.then we saw the pairing of FA in the sub comm camp and we start to draw here and there and even wanna be spoilers.super funny la.will update it for him.wahahah.and i laughed with Derek until i wanna bang the table.super funny la.cant stop laughing.wahhaha :) love meeting alot.wahahaha.

thanks joshua

2009-09-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

THANKS YOU JOSHUA!!

YOUR MESSAGE CAME AT THE RIGHT TIMING!! :)

and Ruth will continue to bring her joy everywhere she goes!!!

thank you Joshua.

serving at agape kidz

2009-09-27T21:04:00.004+08:00

GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!

THE KIDS AT AGAPE IS SUPER DUPER CUTE.LOVE THEM LA.

ok.let me talk about my day first.today service is at SIS.and so i thick-skinninily ask Ian's daddy tp fetch my brother and I to church.and i woke up at 7.15am and wanted to sleep somemore till 7.30am.but to my dismay, i keep receiving messages.so tire already leh.then never mind.i shall wake up.having another member at home, a maid, it is pretty troublesome as she is still pretty new to my house and stuff then ayhow touch my things, pretty hmmmmm...

anyway, Ian daddy really reach super early to fetch us and I am like I like RUTH WANNA EAT DOUGHNUT!!wahahahha.and then i saw my mummy runnning, she thought people kidnapped us sia.oh my gosh!!super funny la my mum.wahaha.

and my CG is suppose to meet at 9am,but William reached at 8am.super early.but thanks to William we got super duper good seats man.right i

n front of the stage.love it.super good view.and we quickly rush to eat breakfast at kallang leisure park.super funny.not much food there.only koufu.gosh!but enjoyed the time with ite cg.too comfortable already.hehhehe.and pre-service games is super funny.i just keep laughing la.the ball never even come to me.super duper sad.wanted to bang wall.cause they said got water inside, so i wanted to make a small hole in it so that water can leak,holy water to the church man.but i didnt even lay a finder on the ball. :(

then service special item is really awesome.i love it.later Yang message me to tell me he saw me.i was like looking for him like mad but couldnt find him.miss him la.then later i went to serve and i was looking for Daphne.and i saw Sara and then i wave at her and Dap thought i m waving at her.wahahhha.so funny la.then i walk and saw Yang and i was like OOHHH.*hahahahah* then hello.Yang's sister was like giving me the what the hell is she laughing for face.super classic.wahhaha.but really happy to see him.was looking forward to see him and i saw him.YANG!!RUTH MISS YOU LA!!!alot to talk to u about.:))

then serving at AK is so different.first time being a teacher, i could hold small little kids hand.talk to them and be with them.and it is like, they sing song super cute can.so innocent and real.and they just stare at you.i was with this girl called Sarah Chen with big eyes an

d blank face.cause she is like she dun know what to do and super quiet.i love her can.and there is this noisy boy beside me keep moving here and there but super cute can.wahahah.love them la.Sarah is new to church that why she is pretty quiet.i hope that when i see her again, she will be as noisy as me.wahhaha.

then got this guy not bad looking in the team.team A2 i think for AK.then he has to handle this two noisy active kids.i see how he handle i really knee down at him man.wahhahaha.so awesome la.will be a good father.so now i will go AK to find husband.wahahaha.just kidding.and i sees Augustine handling this small little girl, i just cant laughing.cause male teacher cant touch girls so he has to be a distance away from her to 'scare' her away.super cute la.and i dun mind serving at AK but seriously, under Teacher Nora is the best man.and the people in my Admin teach simply rock.love u guys man!!!

and then i took the shuttle bus home, really need bubble tea and i saw tp cg people and talk to them and later wanna go drink bubble tea and then i saw the not bad looking AK guy and Lionel.was buying bubble tea too.awesome.so long didnt see Lionel la.

i saw Han Yang ytd and he was like telling me boon keng is his area.cool.stay near Lionel man.wahhahaa.

SUNDAY ROCKS!!MISS CG DINNER :(

mid autumn serving and service

2009-09-26T20:18:00.003+08:00

packing mooncakes with your CG is the best thing u can ever do man seriously.

we met up early in the morning, i went to meet mr Ian Han for breakfast at my house there and set off to meet the CG at kallang.on my way there, i saw Sean crossing the road, he wanna walks there, so tiring man.so i shouted his name super duper loudly.hoping he could hear, but he couldnt so i called him.then he met us.

so we set off together.we were all wearing red as were told, and bus 11 (not walking) took a long time to come, and i guess that bus 11 came cause the whole bus is full of ppl wearing red.smart right?i know i know.dun need to say.waahhahahaha.no shy de.

then we were almost late and doesnt want to be late, so we run to find our destination.we were at the south side and need to meet at the east, we ran one big round in the indoor stadium but we couldnt find Coach and thank GOD someone told us the 2nd floor.we really ran the whole stadium man.so tiring la.then we were the 1st to reach our place.and then we start packing with NP.

we were divided into 3 groups, one to open the box, one to pack in the moon cakes and the other to stack up the mooncakes.wahhaha.then i was helping to pack in the mooncakes.pretty fun though.then pack like mad literally.we should have done the production line man.i went around the whole place with my box of mooncakes.super funny.and i keep asking the guys to help me shift the mooncakes.cause they were really pretty heavy man.gosh!then later Ian and Ming were asked to do the shit job.collect 'rubbish' and pack the cardboards.and i called them the rubbish man.so fun la.and i was practically screaming at them, so sorry NP if i piss some of u off.i m sorry.then Ming and Ian start to put boxes on me to cover, then Erick throw paper balls at me.gosh!!but it is really fun.in the end, only left like 3 ppl to put in mooncakes.tiring man.lucky Coach helped.i wanted to bang wall.but i really love it.super fun.

sowing seeds is the best thing i love to do.and the harvester will be more than the sowers.AMEN!!

then we went to play arcade while waiting for the service to start and Desmond Gin played para para.so cute la.Ian and Ming and Erick played races.love it:)

so fun la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESTER

2009-09-26T20:02:00.005+08:00

hello :)

these are the photos i took at fish and co glasshouse to celebrate Lester birthday.

more photos coming up.

there were about like 20 of us met up to celebrate his birthday, there were like 3-4 couples man.so cute la.seeing them together.how i wish Deny join iguides too.then with Yvonne, one more couple.whahahaha:) or Yvonne and Ruth also can.wahhaa.

i reached pretty early and was haunted by this insurance financial consultant.at first is Ye Sheng kena then Janice and I kena together.but no

t bad la the guy.he is good.not so irritating thought.pretty fun to hear all those things he is saying so that i could learn something too.love it.

then Stanford late again, wasted my life seriously.at Aston also late.then CheeHiang and YeSheng thought he like wasted like 5 years of my life.crap sia.

then we went fish and co to eat.after buying Lester cake with Janice and Clare.super fun.we super cheapo and bitch sia.cmi.wahahah.

then i told CheeHiang who is my eye candy cause I m messaging him in regard to some iguides stuff crash with csc stuff.gosh!!unfair man.wahahha.but at least i got the chance to talk to him la.

my table was Ricky, and his gf, CheeHiang and his gf, Robin Clare Janice and I then the four of them from csc but graduated so i told them who is my eye candy and they said he is pretty cute.of course la.my eye candy leh.buy Claudia and Yvonne saw him was like, Ruth your taste got worse sia.crap!!he is cute ok.:) bleah.then CheeHiang wanted to tell YeSheng cause they were once from the same group.but if tell YeSheng, the other table will know leh, and my ex eye candy was there and most of them are my iguides main comm one.so cannot

la.and i started screaming.so paiseh can.the whole glasshouse was staring at me.i wanted to bang wall.but at least i save my life.until Janice go and say what i eye candy YeSheng cause they hear the eye candy word, and YeSheng name.goodness.no way man!!lucky they forget about it.paiseh sia.

but messaging my eye candy is fun.he is so cute and sweet.wahhahaha:)

my elephant cousin

2009-09-26T19:57:00.001+08:00

dye hair:(

2009-09-26T19:34:00.007+08:00

oh my gosh!!ytd Ian and Ming dyed their hair and i helped them wash and Ruth really wish to dye her hair gold or red.but daddy says, no no, will get cancer as it is chemical stuff.gosh!!super sad.

cause my mum let, i thought i could dye my hair at the salon, but when i reached there, i couldnt dyed my hair cause it is meant to cover white hair.gosh!!i wanna bang wall.so i took the money to go shopping, for more ear rings and rings.love it.wahahaha.so, i think it is really daddy GOD doesnt want me to dye my hair too.so alright.no hair dying for me.but for my mum, she dyed black.ok.i thought she will dyed like brown.wahahhaha.took some photos with her.cause she wanna take as memories:)

hair dying session

2009-09-25T11:15:00.004+08:00

lets go party

2009-09-25T10:46:00.006+08:00

lets go party.work that body.wahhaha.

surprise EVON and IVAN!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

really happy to meet them up.although only half of us meet up.but i enjoy going out with them.

we went to thai cafe and i ate omelette.i spend half of the time squeezing the bloody oil out seriously.one small plate of oil squeeze out.disgusted!!

then we surprise the two birthday peeps with the cakes.really happy to celebrate birthday with them.

we mis ms Patricia in aust, mr Ben who is studying and mr Richard who is working.:(

and i was told that they came out with a Wanton boys instead of Wonderboys.seriously.super funny.really miss them man.must have a outing soon.cant wait la.they just rock:)

meet up soon yea;)

health check

2009-09-25T10:34:00.002+08:00

meeting them up right after yongming health check.he is like super healthy.got A all the way.nearly become commando and he go and fake his way.say what breatheless.anyhow la he.

but drinking bubble tea with them is fun.and seriously.i m like meeting them up everyday.

since sat for arrow, sun for service, mon at ubin, tue at east coast gathering, wed for Ming health check and thurs for my interview.:) endless man.how can i not miss them???

having fun at home:)

2009-09-24T11:46:00.001+08:00

DRUSSY!!

2009-09-23T13:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO DRUSSY LOVE:)

ZHU-SI-LE:)

hope u are safely back from taiwan.

ruth miss you can!!super badly la.wanna go out with u more.so fun la.

thanks for the gift u gave.first time i received this kind of mail.i was telling my parents what a crazy lovely cute friend u are to me.seriously.

and when i saw the photo u put.i was like.why this unglam ugly photo!!gosh!!it is your favourite post of mine right?always ask me to let u see my white eyes.goodness le u.ruth miss u man:)

ITE CG OUTING!!!

2009-09-21T22:21:00.014+08:00

i love going ubin with them.

we had so much fun can.

we sat on the boat with some real biker with their gears on.one of them is an old uncle, one is with braces and the other is pretty cute.not bad la.but who cares.i think my brother cuter.wahhaa.

we prayed before setting off.and anoint our bikes.

we even put mosquito repellent.super fun.

then we wait for Wei Cai to get familiar with the bicycle.he is a new biker.

then we set off to ride.

after a few mins we rode, we came to this slope downwards,it is really fun.i was screaming all the way down telling the whole world how shiok it is.then we stopped and waited for everyone to gathered.after a while, an accident happen, Ian and WeiCai collided.gosh!!i still stood there and laughed at them.then i realised it is not funny anymore and i rush dowm to help.gosh!twin's injuries is really horrible.then Ming and I help them to wash their wounds.Ian is really scare of pain.he is so lousy la can.wanted to help him take out the sand.he keep shaking and screaming.gosh!!cant stop laughing at him la.wahhaa.then we call the police and send twin to the ferry point.then we continue eating and discuss what to do.waahahaha.later we went to find twin and we ate again.super funny.he can still laugh mean he is still alright.

then we left him there and continue cycling.super duper fun.and we even have small discussions on the way.super fun can.we climb this little hill and got to the super nice scenery and stop and eat and do stupid things there.have lots of videos of what we did.

i really enjoyed myself.really love it.super fun.seeing Ming do first aid on Cai and Ian.

then we keep going sot there.love it.cant wait to go there again.love it:)

ITE PEEPS JUST ROCK LA!

cold sunday

2009-09-21T01:07:00.001+08:00

anyway.saw Ah Xin, HuiLong, Fredrick and Paul.they four super funny.really blessed friends.i hope Eliz, Sean,Ethel, Yang and I will vbe like that.and ITE will be forever close.i really wish so.

and i THANK GOD THAT HE HEALED MY MUM!!DURING HOKKIEN SERVICE!!

so sorry mum, couldnt accompany u for service.but i love you mummy!!really thankful for you!

and counting down to like 9 more hours and Ruth is going cycling with ITE peeps.love them to the max one can.wahhahha :)they rock la.

today the sermon is really good.pastor preach about WISDOM!!and having wisdom rocks man.seriously.wahaha.love it.church rocks.and seriously, i am wondering how come i have so many jobs this week but i could not take up one job man.but i know daddy GOD will bless me more.wahahha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR

2009-09-21T00:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR!! (ERIC'S FRIEND)

i tell you ar.this guy.he dresses nice.but then so mean one can.but cake for him,still choose.heart pain sia.wahhaha.kidding la.sorry.next time Ruth buys you a chesse cake yea.i promise.so sorry to make u fat though.hope u are surprise!!

MY POSTER!!

2009-09-20T02:21:00.003+08:00

THANKS ERIC LEE FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL AWESOME POSTER!!

THANK YOU.

YOU ROCK MAN!!

and thanks for accompany me while doing my discussion.thank you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-09-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOSH!!!BEST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION EVER!!

4 PEOPLES BIRTHDAY!!

1.COACH GARY

2.DESMOND GIN

3.YEU MAHN

4.JEREMY ADRIEL SIM

and seriously, can u image around 40 people waiting for Coach arrival like some big gang waiting to fight one guy.seriously.and Coach knew about our birthday plans man.so unfair.and we ask Gin to pray for Coach and we hid his birthday cake behind him, after he prayed for Coach, we started to sing birthday song for Gin and he gave it priceless shock face.seriously.super fun la.and Coach sings birthday song for him super loudly.so fun man:) wahhaa.then later, we ask Coach to pray for Gin, after that we pushed Jeremy and Yeu Mahn together.and after the prayer, we 123 and sing for the both of them, they were like whose birthday and turn behind,is their cake.OMG!! ITE CG, I M REALLY LOVING YOU GUYS MORE AND MORE.it is like, they are so happy to celebrate ppl birthday and is willing to spend hours to plan it and surprise ppl.love them so much:) and one funny thing is that Christina and Avier wasm stretching out their hands and then sudden their nails attracted one another and begin to look at one another nails.super funny la.

and Mervyn was like, your kor leh, never pray.then i go and fake fake tried to reach out to him, being pretty short, i have to tip toe and stretch out my arms.then i m beside Joel and then Amos laugh cause like i wanna dun know what at his chest.WTC!!

but ITE CG, YOU GUYS ARE A BLESSING TO ME!!LOVEYOU GUYS THE MOST!!

diaso trip

2009-09-20T02:05:00.005+08:00

HELLO IAN HAN!!!!

ruth is so sorry that she met you an hour later.

it is thanks to the rain ok?i was preparing to go out and just nice it rain.praise the LORD.

but thank GOD that you went to eat your breakfast.if not i bang wall le.wahhaa.

but never the less.going out with u early in the morning to shop at diaso is really fun sia.

i cant stop laughing.i still told you, Ruth is so gonna spend some time shopping at diaso.wahhaa.

then we were looking for balls like mad, and we couldnt find it, like how crazy i couldnt find it at ps diaso.wanna bang wall seriously.wahhha.and then just nice you saw the singapore flag that really interest you at the big balls side and u get one and put on the trolley.GOODNESS!!i wanted to bang the wall.i still was like what is that sia.and paiseh man.and we walk around diaso for an hour and for that hour, he been trying to go back to take the flag and every min and every sec i have to make sure that you are by my side and not somewhere else to get the flag and put on my trolley.so paiseh.but it really fun.and later we saw the smaller bags and i made u climb the ladder to get it for me no matter what.and u were so paiseh.i couldnt stop laughing at you getting it, as though u were working at diaso itself.super fun can.ruth love it so much :)

then u wanted to get the flag again.i literally have to pull u back.but it is really fun.

and RUTH LOVE SUCKING THE EGGS AND EATING TOAST WITH YOU!!

the best thing ever to do.really.lets do it everyweek at yakun ok?my bet.really fun.

then we went to buy markers and do all the birthday sutffs, running here and there, rushing around.super fun la.ruth likes it:)

YOU ARE REALLY A BLESSING TO ME!:))

my awesome friday ever!!

2009-09-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

i really think it is a blessing in disguise not to go out to meet Ah Xin they all.wahahha.just kidding AH XIN!!! U ROCK!!! AH XIN AND AH LONG ROCK!!BEST BUDDY EVER!!

i dragged myself to go school to meet my adviser for the submission of the budget.i dun want my darling to go alone la.we shall fight him together better.one person no strength.learn from HRM one.wahhaa.then we were filling up the forms and then i we went up to iguides room to see our banners the wordings.and so we lay the banners outside the room.blocking the walkway.later, a few people walked past, they are my friends la.so i went back in to search for another banner.then later i heard my darling Yvonne calling me, "Eh, Ruth!'then i take a moment pause and turned, and go out of the room and guess who i saw, my XIONGTANG!! (that is what Drus called him). my eye candy sia.seriously.i give the seriously priceless face, Yvonne and Derek keep laughing at me la.then he and i were like shocked to see one anther and he talked to me, said :"Shang Shan Mei, what are u doing here?" then i was like you : "You drunkard man!! " (eng failed) then we talked abit and was called to go back to the meeting chair and tables there.then i jumped over to Yvonne's side and i started to scream and laughed.seriously.super happy.dun know why.excited la.he is like....OMG!!!

then we left the room and Yvonne told Derek which guy is my eye candy and then i just walked past without saying bye cause they are having meeting.and then Yvonne was like : " Why you didnt say bye bye? He turn and like look at u walk away sia." then i was like he looking at his friends coming in la.wahhaha.so paiseh can.

ok.cut the story short.then later we have to go back to the room to deposit something in the room.and then I super excited.can see him again.love it.then walked out again.wahhaha.so paiseh.but seeing him, it is like actually nothing much.wahhaha.anyway.i dun know what i am doing la.wahha.attract attention la.whaha.

then we went to find Paul for the photos, and then Paul bring us down to the Cyber Centre to get photos, we walk down the stairs, then went i first turn to look at first floor, i saw XIONGTANG!!then he was like giving me the shake head and the sound u know u know, like aiyo...wahhaa.then i m like, drunk man, i see u again sia.aiyo.then he was like yea ya.see you again ar.wahha.he is so funny.cute in the sense.wahha.

then i used this chance to get his number from my friend.super fun messaging him and asking him some stuff.not bad though.me and him is nono one la.i m not his type of girl.

never mind.daddy GOD will bless me with one.trust GOD :)

i am thankful for you

2009-09-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

I LOVE

DRUSILLA

YVONNE

CLAUDIA

ZHANSHUO!!!

THE MOST AWESOME FRIENDS I HAVE IN TP!!!

what a day:)

2009-09-18T00:27:00.005+08:00

ok.i cant stop laughing about today. FOUR 4 super funny but kuku incident seriously.

1st: IKEA

we went ikea to eat.pretty hungry.after drus paper.wahhaha.then we ate hotdog bun which Drus later said we want the hotdog, yea ya dog.wahahha.i was laughing until i just ran away with my hotdog.then Drus Yvonne and ZS stared at me eating my hotdog bun.cause i ate one mouth of originally taste one.then add chilli on the whole hotdog bun,then add abit of mustard at the next mouth to taste it.ITWASREALLYGOOD!!so i add mustard.

2nd: IKEA BUS

Drus ar.super funny la.hope she isn't reading this, she so gonna kill me.

she does not want to hold on to the bus pole to support herself and thinking that she is able to stand straight throughout.and at that moment, the bus just stop and she fall back on this girl and somehow push her bootys and it is like seriously, the girl's expression, i cant stop laughing.i laugh and laugh.wahahha.super funny.

3rd: IGUIDES MEETING

Yvonne and I got the notice from our President, Clarissa that the meeting is at 4pm and we didnt bother to check to double confirm.and so at 3.25pm, we were preparing to go back school and we saw Chee Hiang.and he told us the meeting is at night at 8pm.seriously.i wanted to bang wall and die.sia la.wastedmylife.but super fun:)

4th: ZHAN SHUO'S BUS ENCOUNTER

Yvonne and I were sending ZS off to take bus.he was suppose to take bus29 and he was drinking also la.one bottle.then i thought i saw 29 came and so i ask him to board it.10 mins later, he called and told me like how come the bus go wrong direction or is he drunk and he realise the bus he took was 291!!!whahahaha.super funny.i thought it was 29.even ZS himself thought so too.cant stop lauging seriously.so fun la the whole day!!

boring yesterday

2009-09-17T09:30:00.003+08:00

seriously.yesterday was such a boring day.

i was so bore at home.

later got this device called internet to accompany me.and thank GOD got people who are online to entertain me too.if not.i m like rotting at home.seriously rotting.

Ian and I were both so bore that we did stupid and funny things.really nothing better to do.just to bore.

see how SMALL IAN IS!!

RUTH IS BIGGER THAN HIM!!!wahhahahaha! XD

and one thing that entertain me the most is when my mum, bro and i snatch to count money.super fun can.cause my aunty is hiring a maid and we are scared that the maid will steal money so we quickly count our money and bank in.super duper fun.i love it.i cant wait to do it again.it is like when the money was poured out, MY EYES LITERALLY OPENED SUPER BIG!!

WOW!!MONEY!!!kidding.was just shock to see how much coins my parents have.wahhaha.really enjoy counting money.wahahhaha.

an awesome day with my family :)

2009-09-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh!!seriously.i yesterday had an awesome day outside with my family.

you know what we did?something that my family did for the first time.i cant stop laughing when i am doing that.until my mum scolded me and laughed in the end too.wahahaha.

we pull the two trolley, i pushed it first from my house until the macpherson pri sch there.

then later, we shifted like 4 cupboards home.and it is super funny.then the width of the cupboard is super long and we push all the way home, no lorry that why and then my daddy super strong.push all the way home.seriously.he rock la.love him man.wahhaahh :)

i really enjoy this day with my family.so awesome. :))

a movie u should watch

2009-09-16T11:46:00.001+08:00

This is a movie that you guys should watch.

i watch it with Drus, ZS and Amelia at the Cathay.

and Drus and I sat couply chair.so cute can.

and first time we cried together for a show.this show is really nice.i highly recommend it.awesome :)

sunny sunday

2009-09-15T17:04:00.002+08:00

wowowowowowowowowoowowowoowowowowoowowowowoowowowowowoowow!!

IT fair is full of people man.seriously.like really alot of people.

i went to find Yvonne my darling, and i was like i feel so tiny seriously.

and i saw aunty Clare.she so cute la.i love her eyes.my president.wahhaha.

and Yvonne so pretty.hot man.love her.

and after service, we went to find seats at food court to eat.so awesome man :)

and Eric friend, Victor i think is a commando sia.i like his dressing.cool man.should ask Drus to see.but he is not that good looking.but he can dress.so good good.add points.whaha :)

then Ah Tay joined ITE for dinnner.super happy.so awesome man.love it :)

and Derrick super cute.cause i said that YongMing that table, YongMing looks like the daddy, Avier is like the Mummy, Kelyn is like the daughter and Derrick the son. so i ask Derrick to act cute and he really did.so cute la.like some baby dinosaur.so cute la.seriously.should take photo of him.wsahhahaha.cute like argh!!so cute man.wahhahaha :)

really appreciate ITE cg.they simply just rock man.ITE cg, you guys are loved, my love!! <3

2B01 chalet :)

2009-09-15T16:52:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!

introduction to my poly class.it is only half of them.

we went to HuiTing's house at eastern lagoon 2, super duper nice.i love it.

and Drus and I keep walking around to see see and check it out.really pretty.

got a bridge with pond below it, really alot of hungry fishes.once we reach there and stared at the fishes, the fishes just open their mouth big big.awesome man :)

and i chat with Zhe Cong and i found out that he is from my church man, seriously.we have been classmates for one sem, half a year, and i didnt know he is from my church.so cool la.

then we went up to HuiTing's house.super duper pretty seriously.

the view is really very nice.we all went up just to get drinks.and I took a few slipes of the guys mixture.not bad not bad.pretty nice.i like.

and it is like.actually, when i first reach, i pretty shy and paiseh, so long didnt see them, somemore my sort of eye candy is there.so abit shy ar.then he change spect somemore.oh my gosh!can also.so cute la he.when i told CRY about him, they are like, where got cute.Drus said that too.but is just the feeling though. Yufeng know who is he.so paiseh can.argh!

and i went HuiTing's house and accidentally make the lamp fal.so paiseh.and my classmates called my the country pumkim.can also.and my eye candy is like super red after drinking.so funnny can.he sit beside me while playing cards sia.super paiseh.Drus keep laughing at me.gosh!and then he offered me his mixture.not bad.pretty nice.i drank finish it with Drus cause he too red already la.he cant drink man seriously.whahahaha.

then Drus and I wanna fly out of HuiTing's house.we cabbed down to Clarke Quay.people goes there to drink.but we go there to eat cakes.Drus too hungry already.didnt eat the whole day.but the cake is really nice.i like it.thanks Drus.and we walk around and my ears are really open.first time i see clubs man.from outside.and got alot of malays and indians outside the clubs.cool.

Xue Er <3 birthday

2009-09-15T16:40:00.009+08:00

Connect 09

2009-09-15T16:30:00.004+08:00

Connect 09 is a cyber event organise by my church. we get to play wii and got to know more about the cyber and it harm to us.somehow to me la.whahah.and my cg super cute.i took down photos of them playing wii. one side so noisy playing the rabbit game, the other side so quiet, concentrating on playing the bombaman game la.so cute can.and u watch them play, u couldnt stop laughing at them. and guess what, i scream so loudly and are so excited until that person helping us with the game is like telling his friend that i am super hyper.gosh!!paiseh la.seriously.but i really enjoy this game.super duper fun.really thank GOD for blessing me such an awesome cg. :)

PRAISE GOD!!

and the last pic is Ian's shirt.so cute right?but super childish.dun suit him.wahhahaha.

my first devotion at ITE Simei

2009-09-15T16:23:00.003+08:00

IGuides main comm retreat @ Sentosa

2009-09-15T15:58:00.010+08:00

CLAUDIA <3 birthday celebration

2009-09-15T15:32:00.004+08:00

we celebrate Claudia's birthday in advance, thinking that she is goingo on osip.how gong are we man seriously.wahahha.cant stop laughing.and we nearly cant meet her up cause we are busy preparing her birthday gathering.think we are going to have one more for her since she is working in singapore at tts hospital.

miss her super badly man.we always have different thing and different event.cant reallt meet up.gosh!!must meet up with her soon.

and thanks Robin for taking all the phoots that are displayed on the board given to her.awesome :)

C.R.Y. ROCKS!!

my POLY LIFE!

2009-09-15T15:24:00.004+08:00

guess what.we went ikea to eat and we order like one bowl of soup, two plate of chicken wings, two plate of meat balls, 4 cups of drinks and one piece of diam cake.and seriously, Drus and I each ate like one chicken wing while Rambert and ZhanShuo ate 5 chicken wings each.super funny.they ate until they are so scared of chicken wings.cant stop laughing at them.first time i ate ikea until so fully and they still wanna make me laugh.gosh!!wahhaha.but i m thankful for such awesome buddies in my life.never wanna leave them man :) love them so much la.enjoying poly life each day.never regret coming to school except on project that part.wahahah :)

and look at the convo Drus,ZS and I talk about.so funny la.they love my house here the dim sum.u guys should come down geylang one day to try the night food here,it is simply awesome :)

mid week service :)

2009-09-15T15:14:00.006+08:00

this is super fun.

after the mid week service and before celebrating Eric's birthday.

Eric bought a maga bible which has a tag on it.so we took it and be a naughty one and paste it on Terence.

actually it is on Ian, but cant be seen clearly, so we decided to paste on Terence. hmmx.actually is it Jeremy's idea.wahhaha.super fun :)

and Terence dun even know about it.wahhaha.

walk for rice

2009-09-15T14:52:00.004+08:00

this event is super meaningful and fun.

it is like, u just walk 100m and u can donate like one bowl of rice to the poor.

it is one stone kill two birds. u can exercise and can help the poor.

at first sean ask me to do it.i was like no way man.i thought must walk like few kilometres.got a shock out of my life.but it is up to you one.

sean and desmond walk like 31rounds of (100mx2) which is like 6200m, in an hour,maddness man.but they donated like 62 bowls.so awesome la :)they rock man.

and i made them walk one more round with me.wahhah:)

CHRISTINA birthday party

2009-09-15T13:47:00.008+08:00

MY 7 AUG

2009-09-15T13:25:00.003+08:00

this is Ian with this npcc uniform and the sword that he is super duper proud of.

anyway.i went to GMSS to watch the ndp parade and supported him.

so paiseh can.it is like one whole year didnt go back GM already.

but there are teachers who could still rmb me.

and i even saw my classmates there.so happy la.

i spend some time with the npcc guys too.know them that why.super lame la.

but i had fun :)

these are my cg love :)

and it is my first time at the circle line, marymount mrt station.

so cool la.so fast reach the destination i wanna reach.

really save alot of time.

i wish they could have a mrt at my house here.

seriously!!shall pray about it :)

BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM TREAT

2009-09-15T12:55:00.002+08:00

ok.i actually have more.but it is in my brother's phone.

this is my family FIRST BEN AD JERRY ICE CREAM.

so shiok can.finally my family came out for this kind of ice cream.

ask them out to eat.they sometimes dun even want to eat at this kind of expensive places.

but praise GOD.finally they did,whahaha.love it.

my family just rock.we ate burger king before that, and with a heavy stomach, we ate ice cream.i rmb my brother and i even got lost finding my parents.we walk vivo level 2 like two rounds then found them sitting down there, shaking their legs waiting for us.oh my gosh!felt like banging the wall at that time.whahah :) BUT I JUST LOVE THEM :)

time flies

2009-09-15T12:37:00.002+08:00

oooohhh mmmyyy gggooossshhh!!!

it has been two month since i updated.

can also.okok.i better update.

pretty alot of things to talk about though.

ok.i shall update you one by one.since i am so free at home.seriously.

1. Ben's and Jerry Ice cream with family (1 Aug)

2. National Day Celebration at GMSS + CG LOVE (7Aug)

3. Christina Birthday party (8aug)

4. Walk for rice (11Aug)

5. Mid-week service (13Aug)

6. with POLY LOVE AT IKEA and chatting (16Aug)

7. Exams and Results

8. Claudia's Birthday celebraton in Advance (31Aug)

9. IGuides Main Comm Retreat (1-3sept) + PPR LOVE <3

10. Devotional at ITE Simei (4sept)

11. Connext 09 (5sept)

12. Xue Er Birthday celebration (5sept)

13. Poly Class Chalet BBQ (12sept)

enjoy :)

ZI XIN

2009-07-30T00:39:00.003+08:00

Zi Xin is so funny.

thanks for encouraging me.

AWESOME :)

we shall go out for dinner before my braces yea.awesome:)

Thanks ah xin for chatting with me the whole day while i was doing project.if not, i would have die :))

lovely cousins

2009-07-30T00:35:00.003+08:00

DURIAN PUFFS

2009-07-26T03:39:00.006+08:00

HELLO DRUS DARLING!!

RUTH WANNA THANK YOU FOR THE DURIAN PUFFS!!

IT IS REALLY NICE!!THANKS LOVE :)
RUTH LOVE DRUS!!

just for laugh

2009-07-26T03:31:00.005+08:00

Ruth : What is the vampire story of the not handsome guy and the very pretty girl?

Ian : Ian and Ruth la.

Ruth : HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

*Ruth laughs till she has stomache.*

oh my gosh!!it is super hilarious man.my bet.i cant stop laughing.he always do stupid thing one leh.that time the one i make fun of his name, i also laughed till stomache.i think is i kuku make joke to make myself laugh.and Ian just add abit to make it more funny.my bet.

i cant stop laughing.RUTH IS VERY PRETTY MAN!!

and Ian wanted a cab home, so i told him, aiya, not handsome one cant get cab, let the pretty girl get it for you man!!and i did ok!!haha.see see!! PRETTY OK!!

and so sorry Ian, i didnt know that the light stick is that pain.and you are lousy with pain man.i bet one day you will be killed by pain.but never mind.i buy u pain killer ok?i prepared it already.will bring it out whether we are out together.wahhhhaha:) and i dun know why, more mark on your arms like nicer leh.wahaha.sorry ian!

THE ZONE 2009 HILLSONG CONFERENCE <3

2009-07-26T02:10:00.010+08:00

photo taking day:)

2009-07-26T01:49:00.005+08:00

MY LOVES

BESTIE in POLYY!!

MY BELOVED DRUSILLA LEE!! <333

YU FENG, DRUS, RUTH

RAMBERT,ZHAN SHUO & ME

RANDOM BANGS!!

DRUS, RUTH, YINGTING <3

YVONNE LOVE <3

teeth plucking time

2009-07-26T01:35:00.003+08:00

my brother and i went to see our dentist on wed, 22July 2009 and had our teeth pluck.

i asked my brother to go in first, cause i know their pain and it is better to pluck first.haha:)

then i was waiting and waiting, browsing through magazine, staring at the wall, looking into the mirror, listen to music, messaging my friends telling them how scare i am.haha.

and after an hour, he came out.and i start laughing.very funny la.first time see my brother plucking teeth la.and i made him laugh.dun know why.thinking that it will stop the pain man.wahaha:0

then my turn to go in.i was pretty scare.since my brother said is pain.but i know,daddy GOD has endured and taken the pain on the cross already.so it wont be pain.and when i went in, the dentist super nice, different one,i love her man.nice to talk to her.she is awesome:) i told her about my teeth havin a hole cause the 'thing' dropped out during arrow camp.haha.3weeks later then i cover the hole.lazy to go see dentist la.:) then she help me fill the hole.haah.and i went to pluck my teeth.i was pretty scare.got bad memories of injecting.cause the needle is bigger than the normal one.the normal one i am alright one:) and she help me put gel so numb it.after a few mins, i started laughing to myself when i saw the mirror, i tried to smile, one side went up, the other side which is numb, went down, no muscle to control it.and i keep laughing.wahahaha.and when she inject my gum.i just close my eyes and pray man.and NO PAIN NO PAIN!!awesome man:) and she took the plier to pluck my teeth, the nurse hold my head.i was holding back my laughter.so hilarious can:)and my BABY TEETH WITH ROOT came out.longer than other baby teeth.

i went out to find my brother and i started laughing.haha.and his numbness is gone.so can feel the pain.but i just made him laugh on purposely until it ache man.haha.super fun.and that was the first time RUTH CANT TALK and have to hmmmmm hmmm here and hmmmm hmmm there.it is just so disheartening to be unable to talk man.super sad.:( then my brother laugh at my hmmm hmmm hmmm.ahaha.i laugh too.cause i dun know what i am talking too.plus the numbness,making my right side of the lip unable to lift itself up.haha. XD and we went to pay money, both of us practically just hmm hmm hmm.until the receptionist was like 'do you know you two can talk?' then my AWESOME BROTHER answered.'NO NO, SHE TALK VERY LOUD ONE!' and we started laughing until he ache again.

and i was like, the plucking process wasnt pain what.haha.and he was like pain pain man.haha.cannot make it.then now i know why.take a look at the photo :)

RUTH'S BABY TEETH

CALEB'S 2 ADULT TEETH

2009-07-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

finally i can upload photos in my blog.ARGH!!

enjoy:)

my future

2009-07-20T17:01:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!wahahha.

i tell you man.when i grow up, i wanna be like how my parents are now.it is just so totally awesome man :)

i like it.having fun with one another, joking with one another and loving one another.it is just totally awesome:)

my parents just rock man.love them so much:)

THANKS CHARIS :)

2009-07-20T16:57:00.003+08:00

I am really thankful to know Charis and have a good htht with her ytd.it is really awesome :)

One of the problem in my life that i faced is about my characters.Being loud and hyper and having fun at all times, there are always people who are jealous of me and keep saying about me and hurting me.But Charis told me something that from today on, Ruth will not be affeted by what people says.RUTH GONNA STAND STRONG AND HAVE THE CONFIDENT IN CHRIST, TO BE SECURE IN CHRIST.and Ruth shall not look at people's reaction and react to them.and i am so gonna have the wisdom of GOD to know what should i do at the certain point of time.

That is totall cool and awesome man.really thankful for the chance to talk to Charis.and i am looking forward to see the change in myself :)

hahaha

2009-07-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

hahaha.we are having fun.awesome :)

entrusting daddy GOD

2009-07-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

ruth, it is time for u to really not to be self dependent and be GOD dependent.

time and time again, daddy GOD has been showing me.

those test that i know i can excel and thought i would get full marks for (being self-dependent), there is always something that will happen to make me unable to get full marks.

it happened two years already.so ruth, time to really depend on daddy GOD.:)

BIG BANG!!

2009-07-17T09:23:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!
THANKS TO JOSHUA!

now Ruth is crazy about BIG BANG!!

oh man!i dun want to.never mind.Ruth control Ruth!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!

Joshua!!!!

BIRD

2009-07-16T00:12:00.001+08:00

RUTH STEP ON A DEAD FLAT BIRD'S WING!!!! :(

ITE CG LOVE <3

2009-07-15T23:30:00.007+08:00

ITE CG went out for dinner together :)

this is retard PAUL

DANIEL, JONATHAN, DES GIN

TERENCE, RICSON, JASON, RON

this is my favourite photo - the girls, MEITING, RUTH & CHRISTINA:)

retarded IAN

he save me from the bird.but i still step on it.

HELLO ERIC!!

VICTOR

look at COACH!!

the MAN~~

my 14 July 2009

2009-07-14T22:22:00.013+08:00

Hello, PRESENTING TO YOU.... TERENCE & IAN...

ITE ROCKS!!

I sure win if i fight with IAN!!

Dont look down on me.and Terence, i like this photo!

THEY LOVE LOVE ME!!

FAIL MAN!!

getting more and more to the side.

look at Ian!!

FREAK!!

TERENCE!! so cute la.

my training notes.

stole Ian's phone

TODAY!!!Ruth spend her 14 July 2009 super awesomely.haha.

went out with Ian and Terence to find place for the CG to eat the next day.FELLOWSHIP man!!

ITE CG simply rocks la!!can u imagine.we are hitting 30 pple.ok.more than that!really PRAISE GOD!!can see his handprint in ITE ppl life.i am really happy and thank GOD that I am able to serve in this CG!a step to stepping up more.just rock on.and i learnt alot from Coach!

at night, Ruth went for Chinese Choir!!my first step in is awesome.the next few step is like, where is my buddy.and when i saw her, OH MY GOSH!!she is so pretty.i nearly fainted.super pretty.she is so nice.and daddy GOD bless me with a buddy whose hokkien is like mine...abit aiyo.haha.and guess what?Terence told his mum that I am in the choir and unexpectedly, she sat down beside me!!so totally cool.and she is so nice.so funny la.love her man.haha.and i learned alot at choir and my stamina improve man.i cant wait to serve at the choir.ruth loves it!! :)